my knight in shining armour..

Adela satu hari tu sedang2 aku kemas rak tetibe seekor cicak jatuh depan aku..Aku pun ape lagi "Waaa cicak!!!' n terus melompat jauh dr tempat tu..Musuh ketat aku tu selain dr Mr L n Cik Ti..Xsangka aksi spontan tu dilihat oleh Azri,murid kelasku yang sangat manja dengan aku.Pantang jumpa mesti aku dipeluknya..
"Teacher,teacher nape teacher jerit?Teacher takut cicak ye?"
"Haah..dulu ade cicak pernah masuk dlm baju(aku mmg anti dengan binatang yang pervert ni..lagi satu mr L pernah panjat kaki aku)..So teacher xsuke."(mmg prinsip aku jujur dengan budak2..aku pantang tul dengan org y suke tipu budak ni..kesian budak tu..nnti dh besar diorg jadi susah nk caye ngan org)
"ooo mcm tu ye teacher.."pastu die pun terus lari pegi main dengan kawan2 die..

3 hari selepasnya..
azri:teacher..teacher..azri ade gift untuk teacher..
aku:yeke?azri nk bg ape pulak kali ni?(die mmg selalu bg aku gift..bunga y die petikla,gula2, kapal terbang kertas..budak ni mmg sweet)
azri:y ni teacher kene ikut azri..jom kite gi playground..
dengan penuh keheranan aku pun ikutla..tibe di playground aku tgk kat pagar tu dikerumuni budak2..
ya allah kat pagar tu tergantungla seekor cicak mati..
azri:teacher nila hadiah azri untuk teacher..lepas ni mesti cicak2 lain xberani kacau teacher dh..teacher simpan ye..(dan die pun terus pergi meninggalkan aku bersama cicak yang mati tu join kawan2 y sedang bermain)
aku:#$^%@&^%

Heaven's garden..

Kids are brats..They are annoyying n noisy n sometimes u will wonder whether they are the devil's weapon to outcome u..These are facts..It is proven..if u don't believe me try to lock urself with at least ten of children under 6 years old for a day..Then u tell me that my fact is just another bullshit made by unreasonable mind of people who had been driven nuts by the kids(i might be one of those u know)..

If i feel like that why did i insist to stay here n looking forward on meeting them every single day?

Well it's because though they are undeniably all of the above they are also the sweetest things on earth..They are like chocolate though it's a little bit bitter, it's sweet,calming n is able to make u happy(all the that endorphins it triggers) if the migrane didn't come to u first hehe...
They made my day here..On the first day i came here,i wonder y did the principle called this place heaven's garden..It was seriously looked more to hell with little devils scattering around..But day by day in a little corner of my heart i admitted that this place is true to the name.This place is full of laughter n innocent cute little beings..U can't help but smiling around them with all the cheerful vibe spreading in the air..I also get a lot of love here..I got hugs n kisses everywhere i go..They screamed my name n is eager for my attention..They surely do know how to get into people's heart..

There's also few things i learned from them on how to be as cheerful as they are..
1-laugh when u r happy cry when u r sad
2-forgive n forget the mistakes people made to u
3-tell other people problem inside u..don't keep it in ur heart..eg:"teacher, ainul dengan zakiah kan tadi kan die xnk kawan saye..."
4-exercising..move a lot..it helps in producing more endorphins to make u happy(kids are just restless)
5-rest when u r tired(they can sleep almost anywhere)

I think enough for now..will try to put more later..ciaou.

Like a bird..

“Have you lost ur mind??”

This last few weeks I had been asked this question a lot..Well, am I? I have no answer to that. It depends on what people think of me..If they think I’m crazy let it be.. maybe I am n maybe I’m not..honestly I don’t give a damn..

If what I did categorized me as crazy I rather be called crazy my entire life..

This ‘craziness’ of mine set me free.. Free from what?? It’s for me to know n for u to find out..if u can..hehe..

Right now I feel like I’ve been given a pair of wings..It’s hard to learn how to fly, it’s a new thing n people normally walk..they don’t use wings to fly.. But I want to learn to..I want to do it although lots of people say I can’t.I know what I’m doing is different from what people normally did(well not every people just those I usually mix with) n lots of people can’t quite accept it but what I’m trying to tell here is that I’m happy..I simply am..I’m happy with my choice.I feel me again..Not trying to be like a certain her or a certain him anymore..I don’t say it was an easy choice..I need to start new again.. I fell a lot n I know I’m going to fall a lot more if I want to succeed..But it’s nice to feel like u have the control of ur life not just following the path I suppose to follow like other NORMAL people..told u in my fs normalcy scares me..N this adventure I took thrilled me..What life without excitement..Not that kind of wasting money, laughing on stupid jokes, hanging out uselessly type of excitement..It was life’s worth of excitement. It’s fun to be different. I know this path I’ve taken is a hard one..If anything I’m not stupid..But like miley cyrus said in her movie..Life’s a climb.But the view is great..I’m going to enjoy the view as much as I can..

Right now I’m thankful..I can’t tell how much I thank Allah..

I’m thankful to Him for giving me parents like mine.. Though I almost gave them heart attack they still support me n try to understand..I know this is hard on them but still they stick with me n love me n accept me as difficult as it is..

I’m thankful to Him for giving me a sister like mine..Though she was disagree she back me up so that I’m happy..

I’m thankful to him for my giving me my sayang..I thought he would run away as he found out how crazy I could be yet he stick with me through my tears n laugh..From beginning to the end..He calmed me n my parents though he himself couldn’t quite accept what I did..Though he didn’t like it even a bit n one of the strongest objector still he let me do it to make me happy.

I’m thankful for giving me Aya..

She makes me feel complete..

you know, not lacking,

I do have flaws,

But she makes me feel...me..

This is exactly her to me although this is actually quoted from her blog..Didn’t know for whom it was actually dedicated to though..

I also am very thankful to friends who supported me..UMP friends Wani(ko mmg sgt mengharukan) n her roommates, Fat(sorry for making u cried n thanx for sticking by) n everyone that I’ve troubled before(Along thanx..I’m touched)..

Love you guys so much..

Well this is definitely not last from me..ciao..

Sweet september..

I'm a lucky person..Do u know y?
It's because i have those who are very dear to me..Coincidentally most of them were born on the same month..This is surely my sweet September..

Sweet september everyone!!!

5 September 1988
This is Fatihaf.. We didn't know each other long but we were definitely instant friend. She has this ability that can make people say even the most guarded secret with her.. Maybe it's just because she can be trusted..She's friendly but not overly so and she can blend well with people.She's the one who thought me how to eat hot stuff..

22 September 1989
This is Zalila or sometimes i just call her Ila..We were friend since high school..I never know that she actually didn't like me so much in high school since i got in a relationship with her crush(i swear i didn't know it on that time she can be very secretive if she wants to) until she told me so during our matrix year..Since then we become close..We eat,we sleep we do lots of crazy things together..Matrix was fun only because of her.She might seem to be very quiet but once she has something to say she just couldn't stop..She was funny that way..hehe..

24 September 1989
Intan Syafinaz..Even her name sounds glamourous..She's pretty n she has beautiful voice..She's also very kind n fun to be with..She can be quiete stubborn but she will listen to the advices given to her..People are easily attracted to her especially guys because she is just nice..She know how to treat people well..She's one of wani's roommate n i become close with her since i stay in their room last sem..

'My name is nurul syazwani binti rohaimi..You can just call me syaz.."This is how wani will introduce herself to people..Until today i refuses to call her that n always sabotaging her introduction buy insisting people to call her wani to. She can talk non stop for the whole day..Whenever i'm with her we will talk n talk n talk oblivious to the surrounding.She don't like to find friends but once u r her friend she'll be loyal till the end..I'm lucky to become one of them..


All of them are as crazy as i can be..We do lots of stupid n fun things together..They made my life more colourful n meaningful n give me a lot of beautiful memories..

Happy bestday guys..
Hope our friendship will last till the end..
I love you all...

Riangnya raya-cucu majid's versions..

Raya was fun..Especially if u got a family like mine..Just see it for urself..hehe..

Still as always Acap manage to steal our spotlight..

Atuk came down to check on us..Maybe he was afraid we were going to tear his shack apart..

Ooo did u guys see that??

Raimi the assistant photographer along with the lense..

Mighty2 Kak Chah..

U can see that we still follow the tradition of forgiving n the giving of 'duit raya' session..

Up..up to the sky!!!yeay....

Us at the fish pond..



Me,Kak Chah,Eqa n Along..

Senyap2 nk bakar mercun sbnrnye ni..

Hehe Jamun pn nk raye jugak..

Graceful lady in the pic:Kak Lin,Kak Atie,kak Iefa,me(just pretend that i am this time will ya?) n eqa..Cute kids:farish n Acap


Abg Ijan n the kids..



Hot chicks on the loose..

Why we shouldn't have wifi during raya holiday..

This was the phenomenon i saw on my first day at kampung..
Macm2 jenis laptop ade..Merata2 n bersepah2..Bukak jela kalau nk berinternet..Xpn movie..Dahla laju..

Raimi n Acer..

Kak Lin and Axus

Kak ifah n Dell

RAimi with another Acer n Along with his Apple..

Sempat lagi biarpn berkain batik..

What happened to the old traditional way of mingling n socializing during raya preparation??~sigh
Manela wan xbising kat dapur..Hi tech betul cucu Majid ni..