I was totally awful when i mad..
That's y i don't want to get mad..
As long as i can i'll try to rationalized things until i don't get mad anymore..
Well since I promise i'll tell u everything that u want to know i'll tell u something now..
I'm beyond mad..
I'm at the point that i can't rationalized thing anymore..
I don't want to be understanding..
I am totally disappointed..
U know how much i waited for ur answer..
How much it means to me..
How much i want to know..
How much it affected me..
I even beg for it let my heart out for it..just so that u tell me..
U give me hope..
I don't mind if u just simply say no..
I know it's very hard for u to make decision..
I can wait..
If it is still not the time it's ok..
I already told u all that..
But for u to treat our deal like a plaything hurts..
Can't u just simply tell me no?
Should u make fun of it?
I know u don't want to hurt me but u just did..
Hurt to the point that i want to stop caring..
But what makes me hurt more is that i can't stop caring..
Because i had made a promise that i won't leave u..
Even if i don't get any roses in return..