I stared at my laptop screen for a long time..
I wanted to write but I suddenly found that I couldn’t..
Sometimes I feel like there’s so many emotions inside that make me feel like I want to explode..
Sometimes I feel so empty to the point of I can’t feel anything..
I’m not happy but I can’t say that I’m unhappy either..
I just don’t feel like me anymore..
I hope this is only a temporary breakdown..
I want to once again smile like I mean it..
To be able to cry if I want to..
To be able to say things I wanted to say..
To stop wearing a disguise that suffocates me..