Friday, December 18, 2009

What I've learned..

I learned...

That I can't force a person to love me,

I can only do somethings for the one i love..


I learned,

That i'll be treated exactly like i treat other people,

Giving is always better than receiving..


I learned..

That i need years to build trust,

It it only take seconds to destroy it..


I learned..

That my best friends are always with me,

We do a lot of best things together,

And we have lots of best times together..


I learned..

That the one who I consider the villain in my life,

Is the one who often inspire me n give me guts,

The one who show me my weakness n dare me to be a better person..


I learned..

Friendships that are connected by heart,

Although are separated by distance,

Will only bloom more beautifully by time..


I learned..

That if a person didn't shower me with his attention as i wanted,

Doesn't mean that he doesn't love and care for me,

He just has his own way in loving me..


I learned..

That as wonderful as a person is,

He will has mistakes,

so i must always be ready to forgive..


I learned..

That i need to learn how to forgive my self and other people,

so that i won't be living in guilt,

so that i'll be free from negativity inside me..


I learned..

That two person can see a same thing,

But have different opinions about it..


I learned..

That people around me can influenced me,

But I need to be responsible in decisions that i made..


I learned..

That it doesn't matter what i have,

But what does matter is who i am inside..


I learned..

I need to choose,

whether i want to control my attitude and emotions,

or i let my attitude and emotions control me..


I learned..

That i have right to be angry,

but it is not an excuse for hatred and rudeness..


I learned..

That failure doesn't mean the end,

It means starting over..


I learned..

If i love someone,

Love him wholeheartedly,

Cause even if he is not for me,

At least i won't have any regrets on the day after..


I learned..

That i need to prioritized those i love before me,

Because they are my everything,

Make others happy although i am actually in pain,

Love is wanting to make your love one happy.


I learned..

That if we repay evil with kindness,

Allah has his own ways in repaying back our kindness to us..


I learned..

Even in my greatest despair,

When i was alone and feel lonelier than ever,

I was never alone,

Allah is always with me and he has great plans for me..

Hardship is not the sign that he hates me,

But it is a way to bring me closer to Him.


This is what i've learned..

This is me..

I rather be hated for who i am than be accepted for who i'm not..




Q& A sessions..

So here's a general answers to all of the questions that i've been asked lately..
Where am I and what i've been doing lately?Why didn't i post anything in my blog anymore?
-I've finished my two month in Annizah's kindergarten as agreed with the owner(it was one sad parting.. I love the kids..They were just heart-warming)-didn't post about it cause i left my cam's cabel at kuantan so i can't upload the pictures..
-i started working with 3I group(will explain about it in later post) on 11th dec..
-I am a PA to Datin Wan Syamsiah Wan Mohd(i called her Mak Long.She is not related to me but it's just that everyone i know called her so) who is going to open a travel agency n a green cafe which are going to start operating this January..So my schedule is quite pack.
-Right now i'm in our office in Permaisuri business centre,Kuala Lumpur still trying to sort things out before our opening ceremony..
-I stay in between two places now(one is Mak Long's house in Bandar Tun Razak n the other one is the one that is rented for me in SS2 PJ)
-I just came back from our 5 days Pantai Timur tour(We went to most of the tourist centre in the east coast n it was quite splendid actually..The east coast of Malaysia is just beautiful-again i still can't post about the tour as i can't upload the pictures..)
Have i quitted studying??
No i'm not...I'm a student till the end of my life..It's just that i still trying to figure myself out..To those who understand,thank u n to those who don't just back off will ya?
How am i doing right now?
I'm doing great actually..Trust me i'm not bluffing..I learned lots of things,meets lots of different people,went to lots of different places n experienced lots of exciting things..Right now i'm living to the fullest..It's just that i'm too busy to upload it all in my tiny blog.
Have i gone mad?
I probably am..So what??

So i think i've summed them up quite splendidly..hehe..
To those who love me thank u..u guys are the best..
Happy new year everybody...
xoxoxoxox

Friday, December 11, 2009

One rainy sunday..

I was living in the east coast of Malaysia..Rain is no longer an obstacle to anything..No matter how hard the rain is,the activity will go on..We surely didn't mind to be a little wet.After all this kind of day is what exactly umbrellas are made for..
On last rainy sunday was my abang wan reception..His house was actually one of the few house in his area that didn't get flooded.Lucky us our convoy was all of MPVs so the flood didn't stop us in the way..




It's a simple event n i didn't take lots of pictures due to the rain(didn't want my camera to get wet).We all came in black not because of we were mourning or anything it's just that black made the rain drops and the wetness of our clothes less visible n we do look kind off cool in them..That little boy beside me is my brother Ijat..He was adopted by my dad since his late father was my father's best friend..he sometimes join us on our holidays n for this school holiday he's staying with us since my sister is home waiting to be post as a teacher this January.

To entertain Ijat after the reception we went to the Dinotrek..He was dying to go there so did my dad(he always love this kind of odd thingy) so we did a little family tour there..(too bad my sis and abg wan couldn't join us though the wanted to go too as they can't possibly left their own reception)

Wrong emotions..Should be a little scared of the T-rex..It does look n sound real though..

Ayah n mama helping Ijat with his puzzles..

Ayah looked like he was enjoying himself with the game as mama was cheering him off..They surely can be kids sometimes..

Me and mama n a big dinosour behind us..If the dinosour was big,how come we seem to be completely blocking it?Who was bigger actually?(i'm NOT going to let this thought bug me..)

He kept blaming the computer for telling him he was wrong when he was actualy right..Sian adik akak ni..

Me and Ijat and the mechanical dinosour behind us..We can programmed it to move it's head,eyes n body according our wish..Kind off cool actually..

Ijat n his little souvenir..(His pic seems dull n boring cause he was afraid to smile as we kept teasing him of his rotten teeth..hehe)