Saturday, September 25, 2010

Merah itu menawan..

Aku dari kecik sampai besar kurang suke pada warna merah..
baju aku satu pun xde y warna merah..kalau korg ade pernah tgk aku pakai baju merah tu maknanya baju tu adalah baju yang aku pau dari almari kakak aku..biasalah barang dia barang aku tapi barang aku bukan brang dia..hehe..
so kenapa ek aku kata merah itu menawan??
sbbnya setiap kali aku tgk cermin skrg ni apa yang aku nmpak adalah merah..
mataku sudah menjadi merah..ya aku sudah terkena Viral conjunctivitis atau nama femesnya sakit mata..
jujurnya aku xpernah kena penyakit ni..baru first time...mula2 roommate aku yang kena..bila aku masuk bilik tgk mata die dh merah..aku dh cuak..yela kan org kata penyakit mata ni berjangkit..tapi die ngan coolnya bleh ckp x doktor kata penyakit ni susah nk berjangkit..so aku pun dengan bendulnya percayalah ckp dia...nah tgk apa jadi???Rasa nk saman je doktor yang dia jumpa tu..dahla bagi dia mc satu hari je..ade ke patut..mana bleh org sakit mata bagi mc satu hari..kalau berjangkit sape susah??aku jugak....damn...


tapi yang bestnya sakit mata ni cuti lama...aku ari tu dapat mc dengan sepital 3 hari..campur weekend jadi 5 hari..pastu aku g kat klinik private lak die ckp kalau nk mc nnti mc aku abis bleh mntak agi...best giler..aku dapat mc je terus balik umah..aku suka balik umah..bila aku balik umah mama aku masak sedap2..gerenti aku balik u ni nnti badan aku abis bengkak2..mana xnya ari pertama balik aku disajikan ngan ikan siakap 3 rasa..ari kedua nasi ayam..ari ni laksa ngan sate...untuk esok sbb mama aku ada mesyuarat dia dah masak siap2 nasi impit n kuah kacang dengan rendang ayam..sedap siut...mama aku mmg pandai masak..kerja aku kat umah selain tido adalah makan,makan n makan...kadang2 ayah akan ketuk pintu bilik(sbb aku dalam kuarantin aku kunci bilik xbg org masuk) antar buah anggurla,fresh orangela,agar2la ..ada mcm puteri x??aku saaaaaaayang sgt sama famili aku..hehe..


yang xbestnya aku kana kuarantin..bukan family aku suruh aku yang nak..aku risau takut nnti ada yang jangkit ngan aku..umah kiteorg ni kan ada baby..selain risau takut baby tu pun nnti kena jugak aku xnk yang lain2 rasa mcm ape yang aku rasa..seksa gila bile dgr baby auni gelak,tgk badan die yang tembam comel tu geram je nk peluk2 n cium2..baby auni merupakan permainan kegemaran kami sekeluarga..seksa gile rasanya bile xleh main ngan die..so aku xnk yang len pun xleh dekat ngan auni..sedih kot...


sekarang ni kalau xtgk cermin aku rasa mcm xde pape je..macam org normal yang len..tapi bila tgk cermin rasa nk menjerit "mak!!!hantu!!!" pun ada..aku pun xkenal rupa aku..sacry gile especially bile baru bangun tdo rambut tgh panjang mengurai...huhu..


no worries aku yakin mungkin esok wajahku mungkin akan menyerupai cantiknya bella lepas bertukar menjadi vampire dalam novel breaking dawn...maklumlah merah itu kan menwan......

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Shattering dreams..

I guess it was already quite awhile since i wrote for this blog..Not because i have nothing to say, but sometimes i'm juz not in the mood for it..sorry for those who had been constant reader of my blog..
Publicly my life is okay..i have very nice friends around me, i have my fun with them, got pretty good result, i'm laughing, i'm smiling till my cheeks hurt n no one could ever guess that i'm actually pretty hollow inside..
Nothing seems right anymore..I feel lost and alone..My purpose in life is fading..hope is no longer in my dictionary of life..And i don't think anything will get any better soon ..
N right now all i can do is fighting n keep struggling..Struggling juz to get on going..I'm trying to find myself again..
But one thing for sure..I no longer have the courage to dream..Maybe one day i'll try again..But it will definitely not now..











Warning:Any inquiry of how am i doing n why did i wrote this post will be neglected right away..

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Dulu dan sekarang...

Ini dia tyme masa mula2 aku jumpe dulu..kurus kan??org kate tyme sebelum ni lg kurus..susah nk makanla katakan..

Tpi bila dah jumpa aku (n ade ckit possibility effect vitamin penambah selera yang die amik dulu2 tu br berkesan) dia.....
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Makan!!
Makan!!!
n makan lagi!!!

akhirnya jadila begini..hehe

Baru 2 tahun kenal dah bulat mcm ni...akan datang????kite tgk jela nnti ek..
xkire ape pun no matter how u'll look like in the future u'll always be the machoest in my eyes syg..
ilu.






ps:post ini hanyala result kepada rasa rindu akibat lama tidak berjumpa...tidak bermaksud untuk mengeji dan mencela..hahaha...i mish u honey damn much..

Friday, August 6, 2010

The poyoness of The Last Air Bender..


Poyo!Poyo!Poyo!Poyo!! the word i kept chanting throughout the whole movie...I hate this movie..I am one of the people who love the avatar series since it was aired on nickelodeon...I watched them over n over again until i can even memorize some of the dialog and scenes..This movie was a huge disappointment to me..The movie completely ruined the real series of avatar..The storyline was changed ruining the coolness n the awesomeness of the real scenes in the series like the part when Aang tried to change the earthbenders mind in opposing the firenations..the real scene was suppose to show desperate peoples locked in a metal ship with no earth to bend and was so close to losing hope and refuse to fight even after he tried hard to bring coals on the ship so that the earthbenders can bend again until one son of them started to fight back..not just simply shows the 'poyo'ness of katara and Aang begging almost closing to tears to a group of earthbenders that were surrounded by earth..
The actors and actresses were poyo(i'm sorry i don't know how to translate poyo in english..i guess it was quite close to the meaning of trying to fake something cool)..What's with the Aang always seems like a kid who was  on the bring of tears?Where's the goofiness and seriousness of Aang?even the pronunciation of Aang was wrong..Not to mention the pronunciation of Iroh(by the way iroh was a thin old man in the movie which completely opposite of the real Iroh).Katara was poyo..She just seem like the fake katara in the teater they watched in book 3.i mean in book 3 the fake katara was a joke but for the movie?it was damn annoying seeing her like that..Even Sokka was not that funny..Seriously don't they make any study on the series before making the movie?Zuko was indian i think or firenation was similiarized with indian race but really it was totally odd and weird to call someone who completely look like and indian using chinese or japanese name(i can't quite differentiate which more suitable but really don't u think name like zhou,zuko n ozai was more suitable for asian people..(no offense to the indian)..it was completely ridiculous. 
I know i was rather harsh on this movie but seriously if u asked me to rate this movie i will give it nothing..I know adaptation movie will not be as the same as the real one but hey i can accept Harry Potter and Narnia..Though they were not quite similar to the novels as they need to be shortened but still the coolness and awesomeness of the stories didn't lose in the movie..
Overall i hate this movie..Thank god i didn't waste my money on watching it in 3D..


Sunday, July 25, 2010

Musim buah:Besynye balik kampung..

Aku merupakan antara student2 malang yang mempunyai kelas pada ari sabtu..Jatuhnya kelas aku pada hari sabtu membuatkan aku sangat malas untuk balik ke rumah atau kampung..dahla ari isnin pagi2 ada kelas..tapi semalam lain sikit..mama call:adik buah tengah banyak kat kampung ni..nak balik balikla.. katanya yang membuatkan aku berasa sgt teruja untuk pulang ke kampung halamanku..so tanpa pikir panjang dengan sehelai sepinggang selepas kuliah aku terus ambil monorel ke titiwangsa.aku ke kaunter bas bulan restu..mak aii panjangnya barisan..aku berpindah pulak ke kaunter metrobas pun ramai..damn..aku sangat xsuka beratur panjang..aku ke kaunter seterusnya..kaunter bas warna merah yang agak buruk2 sikit tapi xde org pun..aku pun terus beli..ape aku kisah bas buruk janji xpayah beratur...ternyata anggapan ku silap..rupanya bas yang aku ambil tu bas lompat2...patutla xramai org amik..perjalanan yang patutnya hanya mengambil masa 2 jam jadi 4 jam..dahla buruk bergegar2 bau asap..mabuknya aku tuhan jela yang tau..cis..pengajaran yang aku dapat pada hari itu ialah jika mahu bas yang selesa n cepat sampai rajin2la beratur..biar bersusah2 dahulu janji senang kemudiannya..
petang tu kami anak beranak turun padang untuk mendaya buah(istilah yang digunakan oleh wan aku untuk kait buah)

ayah n abang wan bertungkus lumus untuk mengutip rambutan..
langsat
kakak n trophynya(alasan xyah turun kutip buah) n wan yang bertindak selaku pengarah program..

aku(pinjam baju wan sbb xbwk baju) sedang mengasingkan buah sbg bahan untuk resipi baruku teh rambutan..telah terbukti sedap...
tyme bawak auni jalan2 sekitar kampung n meniti sungai pahang...
aku still rasa muka anak sedara aku lebih pada lelaki dari perempuan..tp xpe mamasu still rasa auni comel ye...
title of this photo given by my sis:minah indon rempit..
juz enjoy my kampung view..ignore the me in my grandmother's blouse at the centre will u?
atok n his precious buffalo...
kolam ikan kesayangan wan..pagi tadi ayah memancing dapat jelawat seekor lampam seekor..nyum nyum...

kalau ada sesape nmpak antara 2 kereta ini bagaikan dipandu oleh mat rempit yang baru dapat lesen kereta itu bermakna akulah yang memanduanya kerana pemandu lain dirumahku semuannya berhemah belaka..xlebih 80km/j pun..tension..slow sgt..
Buah-buah yang berjaya kami kutip..banyak...tribute to abg wan...kepada sepupu sepapatku yang xbalik lagi tu balikla cepat ye...rugi..mester ngan manggis tgh banyak ni...

Beruntungnyalah aku ada kampung yang best mcm ni...tapi aku rasa antara yang bestnya balik kampung ni sbb tok n wan aku sangat meraikan dan happy bila tengok kiteorg semua balik..yelakan tyme diorg masih ada ni jela kan kite kena hargai sepenuhnya..so next week kalau ada rezeki balik lagi..buah tgh banyakla katakan..hehe..
ciao..

ps:aku rasa ayat aku mengarut sangat..abaikan ye...

Friday, July 23, 2010

Hanging out in KLCC

This is us..The main role of today's event..

As i was free of classes today i went out to see my ex roommate Nuyui..Damn she had lost weight..really made me feel that i should have taken my diet seriously by now..hehe..We took our breakfast me with my beef lasagna n chicken mcmuffin(about the diet thingy maybe later i guess) n her with her chicken rice..we chatted for a while updating our status and gladly i want to share with the world that our Nurul is no longer available to be taken.Congrats..U deserve to be happy sis.
After that we did a little shopping(more to her buying all of the stuffs n me watching trying to drag her away from the store actually) while waiting for her friend to come.
Shopping with Nurul was a terrifying experience especially for me who hadn't get my loan yet for this sem..She almost shocked my heart out when she easily bought a RM200 Armani Exchange cap for her beloved..What a lucky guy her beloved is..Not to mention the other gift she bought and her clothes..God when will i have that much money..Sorry sayang even if i got that much money still i won't buy you a Rm200 cap..Yup i'm a cheapskate.But if u are being super nice to me i might buy you something that almost quite look like it at Petaling Street..hehe..
Around 12 pm her friend called Hani arrived..At first she walked blindly through us and immediately the first question i blurted out to her is "ko rabun ek" haha..she look rather cute and funny that way.She's fun n easy going that made me comfortable spending my tyme with her..
Then we chose Sorcerer's apprentice as our movie pick..I was excited as i had never watch movie in KLCC before because it was always packed with people..If u like Harry Potter n disney kind of movie the movie is very nice indeed..Very relaxing and stress relieving.
Since i was craving for sushi king i asked them to accompany me there..Again piri2 chicken is my pick n i was glad when Hani n Nurul enjoyed it too..I mean i won't get this chance with Aizat..Anything that contains fish just doesn't go very well with his throat..The result of too much eating drowned fish when he was in his boarding school days he says..

One big breakfast i had..Taking revenge of yesterday's hunger..hehe..too bad i can't finish them all..At last the sausage mcmuffin that was suppose to be my breakfast turned out to be my dinner instead..haha
Nurul n Hani..seyes nurul dh kurus...

Hani n her vibrating cloth..haha..

me n Hani..banyak chemistry kot sbb sekejap je dh bleh masuk..


i had my fun..tribute to Hani n Nurul..U guyz rocks!! i hope u had fun in Melaka too darling..till later..ciaou..

Sunday, July 18, 2010

My battery charger..

I was completely overwhelm by fatigue this week as i juz came back from BTN n hadn't taken any rest yet for the whole week..My whole body is aching like hell...Though my body was screaming for rest still my heart is dying to see him again...Truly i missed him..We hadn't see each other for a long time..
A few days ago Al my ex roommate contacted me..She gave me the shockingest news ever.."Mashi...Abun dh kurus!!!"A sentence that i hated most..I've been striving so hard to keep him growing(since it was impossible to get taller it's fine by me to make him wider hehe..) that the news of him getting thinner crushed on me..
So with the little strength left i found my way to see him n the first thought occurred to me when i saw him was 'Al lupe nk pakai contack lens kot' followed by 'napelah baju y die pakai ni buruk sgt..teruk betul taste die'..hehe..but when i saw his smile damn i felt like i was floating..so sweet..I'm glad that he was still cute and adorable as the last tyme i saw him..
Seeing him again made me feel like i'm being recharged again..He made me happy in a way no one else could..We talked we laugh n all the stress seems to fade away..Thanx syg..right now i feel like i can conquer the world again..love u..

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Dinner at Sushi King

My first outing since i got admitted was to Mid Valley Kuala Lumpur..As the time is almost 8.30 and i was starving for food, me and Hadi started wandering around for a place to eat..something differrent he said..So we chose Sushi King..
I think the food there is quite nice..I mean it's foreign to the tongue but mouthwatering indeed..

This is my rice with piri piri chicken set..It contains a bowl of rice(although the rice is in small portion but it was very filling as it contains lots of starch that made the texture soft and sticky), some egg pudding thingy(i don't remember waht it was called sorry) that taste like mushroom soup(got chicken,crab n mushroom in it),seaweed soup(which at first i can't even stomach it but after a while i found that it was rather good) and of course piri piri chicken that taste really good..it was deep fried chickens that has soft texture n rich in sauce..
This one is Adie's with beef yakiniku  rice set..it has the same thing as mine apart from the beef yakiniku..his set is also very nice as the beef is soft n rich in flavour.
piri piri chicken
beef yakiniku
this one i can't remember what it was called but it contains some deep fried chicken with sauce and mayonnaise.
this sushi is my favorite..it was a must for me everytime i go to sushi king..California maki.

i guess the price was worth it as we went out from there with a full stomach and fun dining experience..with all those free hot green tea refill..hehe..

ps:thanx Adiey for being such a sport..

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

a story of one red rose..


Today i can't stop smiling...
all my life i think that flower is never an appropriate gift..
i mean yes they are usually very beautiful n have nice smells..
but they can't be kept for long..after a while they will die..
i don't think i would like to receive a gift that dies..
until today..
until him...
once i got in the car looking at him this morning he shocked me with a rose in his hand..
i was speechless..well if u know my guy,my guy is definitely not a romantic type..
he is insensitive,very frank with his words that sometimes the words stung and quite harsh sometimes..
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he was also the best thing that ever happened to me in so many ways..
and i'm happy for his gift..
especially today when i was lately constantly in a bad mood..
n often treated him badly itching for a fight..
still he rewarded me with gallantry..
for some people a rose might means nothing..
but for me that particular rose he gave me is everything..
thanx syg..
for everything that u have done for me..
n for being here by my side..
i love mohd aizat baharin very much..


Friday, June 11, 2010

Hello Kitty?

Evil hello kitty after being 'operated' by my students..
They surely did have a lot of spare tyme..
if only they put more effort in studying..
gone was the suppose-to-be-a-very-cute hello kitty..
~sigh~

Monday, June 7, 2010

A trip to Lanchang..

Who knows a little town in Pahang could be very much entertaining..Well i don't..not until i go there n found out by my own..
Our first visit once we arrive in Lanchang was Deerland..With Rm6 per entry i can tell u that it was more than worth it..We can interact with the animals there as long as we want..We could feed them, touch them, hug them n even play with them..But only for those who has guts..In my case let us juz say my girl mates prefer human being better..hehe..


These were only some of the deer there..u can see hadi was feeding them..It was scary at first as the deers were all approaching u at the same time trying to get to the food but after a few moment u'll get the hang of it..it was actually fun..

I'm the only one who has the guts n seem to be excited enough playing and touching the snake..

Me and Aina with the bear while hanif n hadi only watched from far..chicken..

After deerland we went straight to Hadi's house as our stomach was crying to be filled..Her mom's cook was just superb..His mom's gulai lemak cili api was unbeatable..Not to mention how i dream to have a village like his..It was so peaceful,real live kampung view surrounded by fruit tree..What a nice way for my children to play around don't u think?

Zalila and Aina as the Hadi'e house veranda's models...

Me at Kebun Salak..Just behind his house..

My first time seeing n eating salak fruit fresh from the tree..it was sweet n very nice..

After Zohor we went to Kuala Gandah Elephant Sanctuary..We won't have to pay for any activities here..What we need is just an online booking before coming..Sort of informing the host that we want to visit their place.. 

Me,Bariah n Aina riding the elephant..At first it was a  little scary as we were high above the ground and the elephant's back bones were moving while it was walking that made us feel like were a about to thrown away..But after u quite use to it,it is quite thrilling..definitely a must try experience..



Don't be fool by our smiles..The place stinks..

Bathing with elephant activity..First they let u ride on the elephant then the elephant fall bringing u in the water..It was fun..All the water splashing around..u could also help in bathing the elephant..

us at the river side..


Overall the trip was exciting..We were exhausted but the trip was definitely worth it..can't wait for the next trip..any ideas guys??

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The truth...

yup we are definately fat..tgk jela kaki ni..dh mcm gajah pn..so no more delusions..we should start dieting n exercising right now..no more late night snacking n fast food..





























who are we kidding at?this is us..
-sigh-
i wish we were more determine in losing weight after this..
DEMOK!!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

One satisfying journey..


I planned a 2 hours trip to Kuala Gandah Lanchang with my friends..Since i was in charge of the breakfast i brought 2 tins of Rice Crisp Mr Potato with us..I knew it was a little cruel on my part..i was suppose to bring more of filling type of food but hey when is the righter time to do the the experiment??hehe..

U can see her piss-off-of-having-to-eat-snacks-for-breakfast-while-she-is-suppose-to-be-on-diet kind of expression..If only looks can kill..I do take a huge risk with my experiment..

but after a while...
"erm this thing is good..satisfying too..n since it's 20% less fat n contains no cholestrol n trans fat free i guess it was actually ok for my diet.."she says after munching a few pieces n keep munching..


We just can't stop munching Rice Crisp by Mr Potato..They were just too good..
Big satisfying smile on them after snacking on Mr potato Rice Crisp..
Once we arrive at our destination..We were no longer hungry thanx to Rice Crisp..little Aina didn't even want to let it go..
I stole the tin from Aina..I mean me too have the right to pose with Rice Crisp Mr Potato since it was my idea to bring them along with us..Right?

Rice Crisp by Mr Potato was genuinely satisfying..I mean it can fill us in the longer journey without having to stop in some RnR to take our breakfast..
The taste will linger in ur mouth after the first byte and without knowing u keep munching on so that the taste won't go away..
i do still remember the disappointment when they were actually finish..not even a single crisp left by us.
 u can keep munching on without having to feel any guilt for ur diet too..what an extra..
Rice Crisp Mr Potato is definitely a must for every journey..What else is a better way to fill ur long tiring journey than munching off fabulicious,satisfying,20% less fat,cholestrol and trans fat free, Rice Crisp Mr Potato..
Available in 4 different uniquely flavour..Hurry and grab one now..