Tuesday, April 27, 2010

On the road to madinah..

Arrival in jeddah airport..
 A little tea break..it was freakishly cold..
us in our madinah suit..

in front of qiblatain mosque..wear the face cover due to the intensity of the sunlight although the weather was cold..look like thief but who cares..skin treatment is more important..hehe

On jabal Uhud..

Getting ready for ihram..That's y i'm in white..
Dates market..If u want to shop for dates and sweets u better come here rather than at the dates farm..
Jabal rahmah at the wuquf area..The location where prophet adam met his lover n wife hawa..very romantic don't u think..

Well that's a little bit of madinah..no pictures of nabawi mosque as camera was restricted there..but i do manage to take some pictures with my phone..i'm juz too lazy to transfer it..sorry guys..

Friday, April 23, 2010

Pakistan Adventure..

There's some view that will juz take ur breath away..But mostly u'll be saddened by the poor state of the country..

In the hotel's garden..Juz showing off my new leather jacket..hehe
Pakistani bus..Very colourful,full of decorations and usually pack with people..U could even see people sit on the bus sometimes..
Beggars..They were juz everywhere..Little children,women carrying little babies,handicapped the city juz full of them..Whenever u stop they will swarm u around like bees to honey..If u handed one of them money 10 will come chasing u..Be careful with ur things..They were also very quick with their hands..At first i pity them but my taxi driver forbid us from giving them money as they were actually into some kind  of conning business.. But really,even if they were into some kind of business how rich can they be looking at the state of people in their country..
Genie mosque..It actually has a longer name but we call it genie mosque bcoz it has no pillars in it..The mosque was build by marbles being arranged together..And the roof are made of mirror that made the whole mosque like an echoing cave..There's no need of microphone here..whatever u said in a little louder voice can be heard all through the mosque..very unique indeed..i kept trying to find an excuse to shout out calling people names so that my voice can be heard all through the mosque..hehe..
Me and the pakistani guards in front of Al-Jinnah's Tomb..(One of them even said i'm pretty...very charming i say u..)
Our group in front of Al-Jinnah Tomb.. Definitely the best group ever..

Leather shop..For those who are leather lovers this will feel right at home for u..The stuffs are very cheap and original too..u don't have to hesitate to burn them since they were pure leather..

Leather and fur coats..Too bad malaysia's hot or i'll grab one of this soft n beatiful fur with me(though i do think hunting animals for their furs barbaric..hehe)

So that's juz about it guys..If u love shopping,especially on leather n clothes pakistan is the perfect place if u don't mind the dusts n beggars..n be careful with the shop sellers they are professional cheats..Make sure u had sharpened ur bargain skills before coming here..Still for me Pakistan is fun n cheap too..2 days city tour only will cost u around rm40..A perfect deal i think..Wish i had more than two days to explore it..

Till next post..chiao.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Till the time comes..

Days by days passed taking a little bit of things i could attach to..
And i'm no longer have the energy to fight it..
I'm too exhausted..
I'm letting go n let fate decides what's next onto me..
Pretending none of this ever happening..
Till the time comes..
Alone in the dark i'm waiting..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

what should i do when goodbye finally comes?

i had this friend of mine..we had our times together..sharing,caring,laughing n crying n we had been pretty closed to each other..she is on of my best friends.though we seems apart now but sometimes a true friend will always remain to be friend till the end of time..we changed stories..sometimes we can find lots of similarities between us..especially on boys..back then we used to have admirers n often together we sit n discuss on what to do about them..pretty funny when i think back about it..until form four she met her soulmate..also from our school..the boy...erm he was okay..pretty quite compare to her i think..but they seems happy and that was what actually matters..
high school ended n she further her study in morocco while the boy stays here in uia..still they were together till i got a shocking news finding out that they was finally engaged n going to get married by the end of this year..i was excited..they were going to be the first one in our batch who get married..
until today..i got another shocking news..unfortunately this one was not a happy one..the boy died in an accident while i was doing my umrah..i can't stop my tears from falling..she must be in great pain i can do nothing about it..
n it kept me thinking..
like her i'm too have someone i'm deeply in love now..we r very happy together n i felt like there's no one more right for me than him..if i got a genie wish on what my future husband will be like,i will only wish for him..he's already perfect for me..but as much as i love him and want him to be my soulmate forever what can stop god from taking him..we're just an insignificant being in this world who had no power against what he had assigned upon us..
imagining my life without him was unbearable..without him by my side i'll be completely soulless. they will be an aching emptiness inside me that seems to be impossible to fill. i'd already endure 16 days and it was hell.what if it was forever..no more anything from him..like reaching for a shadow u'll never be able to grip..n i can't even imagine how my friend could have endure all that..
what if one day it's my turn n there's nothing i can do to stop it?what should i do?
what should i do when goodbye finally comes??

dear god,please give us strength..give us strength to endure everything that u put us through..