Saturday, May 29, 2010

Special entry for mama..

today is 29th may.meaning that ur birthday had juz ended...i know there's absolutely hundred percently slim chance that u'll find my blog(i do kept praying that u won't find this blog hehe) yet to read about it still i think u r more than deserve an entry that is made specially about u..
what should i say about u?
hmm...let me think..let me think..
okay i got it!!
we fought a lot..yes we do juz admit it..we couldn't agree on the simplest thing..i'm hotheaded n moody while u r sensitive and noisy(yup u babble quite a lot)..u always made wrong conclusion about me n i always think u r unrasional(though sometimes way later i'll always find u were always right)..
but....
u r always there for me..no matter what and when u r always there..even when u were disagree with me..even when i've hurt u,u r always there..whenever i was sick even juz if i got the tiniest flu u'll be worried sick about me..whenever i was hurt u'll be the one who cried for me..u r always trying to do ur best in giving me whatever i wanted..n i know deep inside in my heart that ur only wish is to see me happy..u r definately the world's best mother ever..the highest compliment in my heart is for u..only u..

and even though i'm not the world's best daughter i do love u very much..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA...
me too always want u to b happy...

Friday, May 28, 2010

sejak bile HOCHI dan OTOSAN jadi perkataan omputih??

hmmm...memandangkan member ku dh sound asyik ckp omputih je dlm blog ni xpela tyme ni aku tulis dalam bm plak..ju post ini bukti betapa aku menghormati bebelan dirimu..hehe..tapi awal2 aku nk mntak maaf ayat bm aku berterabur n hancuss..sbb tu aku prefer nk ckp omputih..xdela kebengapan aku dlm bm nmpak sgt..
aku rasa sume org dh tau kot kakak aku baru bersalin(kalau xtau baca post y sebelumnya)..aku siap jadi tukang sambut tau..hebat x??aku pun dh set mind sepanjang 2 bulan kakak aku pantang ni xpela aku cuti duduk umah tolong tengokkan die n baby girl kami y comel tu..tp sbb terlalu banyak masa kosong aku pun setujulah dengan permintaan mama untuk jadi volunteer ajar anak2 orang susah english..
student aku xdela ramai sgt dalam 17 orang yang berbeza2 umurnya ada darjah satu, darjah 2,darjah 3,darjah 6,tingkatan 1 n tingkatan 2..tapi walaupun umurnya berbeza mereka ni ada satu persamaan..english diorg sgt teruk..boleh kata basically the word yang diorg tau guna hanyalah i dan you sahaja..so pada hari pertama ajar diorg aku pun nk test la sebanyak mana perkataan bahasa inggeris yang diorg tau..aku bg masa 10 minit untuk tulis perkataan ape2 pun dlm bahasa inggeris sebanyak mungkin...setelah 5 minit diorg semua dh berhenti menulis..
aku:nape dh berhenti??baru sikit je teacher tgk..xsampai 10 pun..
mereka:xtaula teacher..
aiman:teacher tgk kamus bleh x?
aku:ok bolehla..teacher bg lagi 10 minit..tp teacher nk kamu mesti igt ape yang kamu cari tu tau..jgn tulis maksud..igt je..
aku pun teruslah menunggu..
setelah siap mereka pun menghantar kertas..aku pun mula meng'scan jawapan mereka..
aku:izwan, hos ni ape?
izwan:alaa teacher hos pun xtau..hos tu rumahlah..hos..
aku menepuk dahi:house la izwan..H.O.U.S.E..
izwan:alaa cikgu ni tinggal u dengan e je..tu pun nk berkira ke?
ada aku pelekung budak ni karang..nasib anak org..
dan banyak lagi kesalahan ejaan antara mereka yang aku jumpe...antaranya:
ticer=teacher
cer=chair
tebel=table
ket=cat
pensel=pencil
irezer=erazer
sakit kepala aku tgk....huhu..
aku dah mula memicit dahi..tapi bila sampai kat kertas seorg budak bernama azli yang darjah 2 aku menjadi semakin confuse..perkataannya lgsung xmasuk akal..bunyi2 english pun xde..
mula2 elokla..
-car
-window
-bike
kemudian aku mula pening..
hotoki??-mende ape ni?
hochi??
otosan??bila smpai kat perkataan ni baru aku perasan bahawa perkataan yang pelik ini semuanya adalah perkataan jepun..
aku:ali,mana dapat perkataan ni??
azli:kamusla teacher..ckp bleh tgk kamus..
aku pun membelek kamusnya..ya allah patutla..kamus melayu-jepun-inggeris rupanya..
aku:@#$^%&*()*&&


T_T

Monday, May 10, 2010

My first experience in the labour room..


I can't sleep yesterday and i have no appetite what so ever..Not to mention i am also in my period..These cost me to feel slightly unwell today..At 10 am this morning my sister went to the clinic for a check up and was immediately warded as she was already 5 cm wide open..My parents  went to the clinic at noon and as i was unwell i didn't go with them..but around 1.30 pm my conscious hit me as i feel like i need to be there..So i got ready and drove myself to the clinic..Luckily we have an extra car in my house..
Once i were there i asked my abg wan's mother for the location of my sis n my mom..As she said my mother was in the labour room i went there in every intention juz to say "hey sis,how's it going now?" and get out as soon as i can(i'm fainthearted, i don't like seeing much blood n hate seeing people in pain)..As i got into the room the first thing i noticed was my sis writhing in pain n my brother in law standing beside her holding her hand to give her support..
"Who is this?"a nurse in guard asked when she saw me n only then did i noticed her..
"My sister.."I heard my sis answered weakly..
"R u married?"This time the question was aimed to me n i shook my head as answer..
"I don't care if u r married or not..We need as much support as we could..She is closed to having her baby..So can u stand by the other side of the bed n hold his leg to keep it from closing while she pushed?"
How could i say no??
God,there's so much blood..Seriously i really don't want to watch it so i try to avert my eyes but the longer i was there,it's impossible for me not to see it as i was situated at her leg n need to hold it tight..
I was so close to tears..Seeing her in so much pain n exhaustion made me feel very helpless..I also feel fainted as there was so much blood,n i was also very tired n don't have much energy as i haven't eaten anything since yesterday..Especially when the doctor had to cut her open..I cringed n kept my legs tight together watching it..
After seeming like forever i could see the baby's head coming out..N after one final strong push the baby came all the way out and let out a hearty cry..God it was magical..So i quickly grabbed my camera to take her first picture(the pic above) ever n the doctor seems to be sporting enough to hold her in position till i was done..
My little niece was so beautiful..She is a miracle..Though i was shaken from the experience i couldn't stop my tears from falling when i saw with my own eyes the first time she opened her eyes to the world..

n i how long for the moment to have mine..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Salahkah jika mukaku xcantik??

Selama ni aku tau aku bukanlah seorang yang cantik sgt,biasa2 je tapi aku still rasa aku ni comel,menawan n best..Aku rasa Allah dah jadikan aku sebaik2nya n aku sgt bersyukur..Aku happy dengan sape diri aku n aku melangkah tanpa sedikit pun rasa malu..cuma baru2 ni selepas pulang dr umrah,kulit mukaku menjadi sensitif apabila terkena cahaya matahari yang terik..akibatnya mukaku menjadi kering dan bertompok2 merahnya..mula2 aku rasa biasa2 je tapi penghinaan demi penghinaan telah membuatkan ku rasa sangat xpuas hati..antaranya ialah:


Scene 1:
Abang wan:Adik,adik baru lepas bertumbuk dengan sape muka abis bengkak2?
Aku:@#$%^&&*


Scene 2:
Aku:D-die jom gi jalan..adik bosanlah..
Kakak:Kalau aku jadi ko aku malu nk kuar umah..


T_T


Scene 3:
Aku:Ayah,adik nk kuar umah..
Ayah:Kat dalam laci bilik mama tu ada purdah..
Aku:@#$%^&


Scene 4:
Aku:Mama,muka adik ni teruk sgt ke?
Mama:Tak...Nnti lepas dah taruk ubat xdela orang takut sangat nk tgk muka adik..


T_T


Scene 5:
Aku:Alaa dh xsempat nk main basikal..dh petang sgt..
Kakak:Nasib baikla..Nnti kesian budak2 tu lintang pukang lari bila nmpak ko xleh nk main...



Scene 6:
Aku:Abang muka syg teruk ke?
Aizat:Haah teruk..




huhu...sesungguhnya aku mempunyai sebuah family yang kejam...xpandai langsung nak menjaga hatiku ini yang sensitif..


tunggulah pabila diriku kembali jelita!!!




ps:jangan salah sangka..mukaku xdela teruk sgt..tp familyku mmg pantang dapat peluang untuk menghina..

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Kl Bird Park

With nowhere else to go we decided to go to Kl Bird Park as we were juz passing through near by there. The world largest free-flight walk-in aviary did sound pretty much interesting so we went in looking forward on seeing how special this park could be..I guess one thing i like about this park is that although we went there on the peak of the noon and the weather was hot still the park manage to give us shade from the intense heat of sunlight n provide a cool surrounding for the visitor there as the park was surrounded by trees..The park was big but not as big as we thought it would be..It was nice to walk around with birds surrounding u..We took about 1 hour n a half to complete our round..If u want to go here i guess u better bring good companies as without one u might find this park boring..For me being with him in the park was a lot of fun..We were laughing,trying to catch the bird flying around,teasing each other( my syg badan je besar tapi burung pun takut) n try to savor the moment with each other as much as we could)..For me Rm 20 ringgit per adult was worth it coz my experience there with him is priceless...


Our tags..

I jus didn't get it..The bird just don't want to be near me no matter how much i try to lure it..
Aizat with his bird post that i still couldn't catch of why he kept repeating this pose over n over again..
Stalking a peacock behind the bush..
See??He was doing the birdie thingy again..xpaham betulla..

..us..

until then..ciaou..